It takes me a year to finally write an entry? Gosh, we stan a consistent queen. Anyways, hi. I'm back again. Before starting, I just want to say that the university was good, I survived. So far. It's been my second semester and I already halfway there from graduating? How time flies. But, I still couldn't do what I really wanted. I can see myself always depending on others. I think I'm going to set myself free when my next semester begins. It's time to step out from these small boxes. It's time to finally enjoy my life as a student. I just think it feels worst to follow someone's back. It feels you are blot out, unimportant. At the end of the day, it's just you and your own world. I wish to end those days. I will. Frankly speaking, all above is not the real message today. I want to make a confession. Something that I really want to speak up for a very, very long time. But I couldn't. Because I realized how coward I was for this entire