Hi, i'm back with a new entry after like... a month? lol. I bet it less than a month. But i feel like wanting to write. So here it goes. Oh, please don't bother about the title, there's nothing related to this post anyways. I just wanted to take a slow write because I was upset. Lol, this is about the journey of me as a teen. Urgh, i don't know how to express this but i will try it slowly anyways. As i am growing to this phase of life, i have witnessed a lot of my friends putting themselves in this circle called 'relationship'. Ikr this is so cliche and gross/cringe to read. I am happy for my friends as they finally found someone that could fill the 'vacancy' in their hearts. Yep, I do. Seeing their faces while having sweet conversations together. I mean, how the hell do you learn to do that? Doesn't it feel cringe while writing sweet messages to each other because i do, even with my best friends when they're trying to be sweet to me and i