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It takes me a year to finally write an entry? Gosh, we stan a consistent queen.  Anyways, hi. I'm back again. Before starting, I just want to say that the university was good, I survived. So far. It's been my second semester and I already halfway there from graduating? How time flies.  But, I still couldn't do what I really wanted. I can see myself always depending on others. I think I'm going to set myself free when my next semester begins. It's time to step out from these small boxes. It's time to finally enjoy my life as a student. I just think it feels worst to follow someone's back. It feels you are blot out, unimportant. At the end of the day, it's just you and your own world. I wish to end those days. I will. Frankly speaking, all above is not the real message today.  I want to make a confession. Something that I really want to speak up for a very, very long time. But I couldn't. Because I realized how coward I was for this entire
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It's a matter of time

Hi, i'm back with a new entry after like... a month? lol. I bet it less than a month. But i feel like wanting to write. So here it goes. Oh, please don't bother about the title, there's nothing related to this post anyways. I just wanted to take a slow write because I was upset. Lol, this is about the journey of me as a teen. Urgh, i don't know how to express this but i will try it slowly anyways. As i am growing to this phase of life, i have witnessed a lot of my friends putting themselves in this circle called 'relationship'. Ikr this is so cliche and gross/cringe to read. I am happy for my friends as they finally found someone that could fill the 'vacancy' in their hearts. Yep, I do. Seeing their faces while having sweet conversations together. I mean, how the hell do you learn to do that? Doesn't it feel cringe while writing sweet messages to each other because i do, even with my best friends when they're trying to be sweet to me and i
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Wanting to write again.

Hi, well. It's been almost 7 years of no blogging. My previous blog has been deleted because oh, my. It was ridiculous. Remembering my old 11 years-old self writing about anything that happened in life. Mostly about self-conscious that young teenagers went through. It was, embarrassing. But how I wish I still have it. Will be a good source of laugh anyway. So here I am, once again.  You know that feels for having to do nothing after receiving SPM results. Oh my, it was terrible. I didn't get it why people said it was okay. I mean, are you guys kidding me? It's not. I was down for the past few days for not obtaining what I expected for my results. It was devastated. I am devastated.  I am completely broken. Guess it's worse than having a real break up with your partner lol (never been there before). So it's time to fill in UPU options. So here I go again, choosing my courses. It was absolutely confusing and I literally have a dilemma. My brother told me to choose
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